I apologize for being away from the keyboard for so long. And for any offensive posts past or present. I’m starting to feel overwhelmed but am doing what I can to address it. If that means I will have to go on a longer hiatus, I hope you will have patience and tolerance and forgive me while I heal.
For the meantime Erick and I are taking things a day at a time.
I am continuing to create projects for the basis of my pattern business, which is still a work in progress.
I’m doing the best I can to field all my current responsibilities and all the responsibilities of my blog and future online business. I’m still learning about it, and I appreciate your continued readership.
There are programs to setup your own blog out there, but they don’t mention anything about cost of the program up front, and I learned from a previous attempt not to click those links; so I just don’t click those links anymore. However I think it’s safe to say I have made a start.
I still don’t really know how this happened except that I panicked and posted a few places trying to get hired as a writer in the same genres as Stephanie Pearl McPhee and Tanis Grey, and others like them. The crafting community needs more authors like them, not less.
I find work like theirs enjoyable and inspiring. So that’s what I’m trying to accomplish, without plagiarism or too much mimicking.
I’m more than a little rusty on my grammar and rhetoric. It’s been a long time since I’ve been out of school. But, I graduated from University with a B.A. degree, and I feel confident that with some review and practice my writing competency will improve.
I am not a designer (yet) but I’m thinking about taking the plunge. What that’ll entail I don’t know. I am primarily self taught as a crafter, and I am teaching myself blogging as a freelance writer in the hopes of starting a career in my genres and fields.
The fact that I have a disabled label shouldn’t make me a bad candidate for work, especially the type of job that I’m doing now. All the basic ground work is there more or less; with a few oversights, but those are easily addressed with the right funding and training. All I need is a hand up, and a hand out might be helpful too; after all, isn’t that what grants are in a nutshell? Grant: hand out of money or resources redeemable for work/education purposes that may be paid back in full or in part at a later date.
I don’t remember the source of that definition, and it is an indirect quote. I may have learned it in school with so much else that I don’t remember the source material anymore.
But I am hopeful that I will recover more memories of how to work in my career path. This is what I chose for myself as a three-year-old child that I never dared share out right, or express fully until I was older; and then my family was dubious of me and how far I would or could take this dream. I never could convince them that it was a real career choice, and that I had a sound and viable shot at living life on my terms.
I am not asking for fame; though it may come, or not. I was always wealthy in my opinion; some may see that as a delusion, I say there’s nothing wrong with being confident in your ability to be successful. What I am asking for is the guidance and assistance to step into my dreams and make them a reality. I just don’t know where to start looking for that guidance and assistance.
All it takes is more research and some organizational skills. English majors are nothing if not capable of research and organization, and as grace would have it, I am an English alum.